It has been hard. I keep starting and frogging projects. Yesterday I had these three projects plus the leftover giant granny square blanket. As of this morning I frogged the pink striped project in the back of the photo. My hands don’t want to make anything. I feel totally unbalanced. I can’t find my center. That happy place where you go to when you craft or do anything creative. And when I can’t go there, I can’t relax at all. I know I went through a lot and I am trying to cut myself some slack but I can’t believe or don’t want to believe it is this bad.

Even the projects that are still on the needles are ones I dislike and think I will frog too.
But being the ever optimistic realist that I am there is nothing to do except to keep casting on, one of them will turn put to be a winner eventually.